Small Letter for Him.

Dear sweetheart, please hold me tighter, kiss me longer then love me harder baby <3

Boy, eventhough sometimes we had fight for the small things, trust me if not a million fights that we did could make me hate you. It's really love you, nothing can change it.

I know honey maybe i'm not be the prettiest, smartest and strongest but i have one heart and soul than can love you more than the other girl can. I'm not perfect, i did some mistake sometimes, i'm not the perfect woman that can't made a mistake, perfect woman can made a mistake too. Forgive me if i did it.

Sometimes i felt jealous, I'm jealous because im afraid if you'll find someone prettier, smarter, taller, skinnier, calmer, stronger and all bout' her are more better than me and you'll fall in love with her.

Febuary this year, our relationship is almost 2 years, i hope you'll still love me more and more again and the feeling still same like the first time you told me that you love me.

Please love me with all your heart, that's the one thing that i want from you and still be with me until i can't breath again later is my second hope. Maybe i'm too selfish to leave you when i'll die later, bcause' in one side i'll make you feel really sad and like lose something important in your life but in the other side honestly i can't live without you, i need you beside me. I'll never can to let you go from my life.

My life will be sucks if it happen, believe it or not the fact will be like that.

You're the one that i love, the special guy in my life.

I can laugh, play, smile, study with the other guy but nobody can make me smile when i'm not in a good mood to smile but when i'm with you, the sad face will change into big smile on my face.

Don't afraid to lose me bcause' it'll never happen.

I'll be yours forever, let me

be the first true love and the last love for you.

I'm still kid,i sat in Senior High School and you in college, please understand me honey.I'll try to understand what you want as long as i can.

Next week is valentine day, valentine day is the day of love. They share that moment with their couple and i hope i can share it with someone that i love too and that's you, dear.

I love you so much honey!

Saturday Night!

Hy guys!

How bout' your saturday night today ?

How bout' your plan ?

Which place that you want to visit tonight ?

How bout' me ?

I just go around Jakarta with my boy.

Thats my activity when weekend come.

And how bout' single people ?

Dont be sad guys.you can still fid your happiness without go around Jakarta and hang out with your friends :)

Keep smile and enjoy your Saturday Night with people that you love yaaaa ~

GBU.

Report Card Day!

WOOHOO guys! <33

Today is 7 october 2011 and i got my report card today.

My report card not bad yaa i can say if its more better than i sit in Junior High School in the past.

Its more MORE and more better :D

When my teacher called my name i ran as fast as i can to his desk and received my report.

My teacher said to me : YOUR REPORT CARD IS GOOD but dont really happy because you need to more diligent than now again :)

Thank's God for it,I know the reason why You choose that for me.

Its bcause' You taught if it's the BEST choice for me.

Now i want to say thank's to everyone who support me especially to Daddy JC,my parents,my beloved boyfriend 'Christian Dhevan' and my bestfriends.

Without you all i know if i cant pass this.

THANKYOU so much!

New.

July 13.2011 later i'm not a student of San Marino Junior High School again.

Sad to know that.

But i'm student of Santa Laurensia Tourism Vacational.

In there i'll meet a new friends,new teachers and many more.

I hope i can be a good student in there.

God please bless me when my study in 3 years later in there.

KEEP SPIRIT!

For my beloved boyfriend

Dear my beloved boy.

I love you from the first sight i met you.

I love you more than i can say.

Words aren't enough for me to tell you how big my love for you.

I always wait for you.

Baby please dont let me feel lonely again.

I cant live if you go away from me.I need you beside me.

You know if i have two hands to hug you,

You know too if i have two eyes to see you,to see if i have a good boyfriend now.

You know too if i have two ears to hear everything that you whispered to me.

And

You know too dear if i ONLY have one heart to love you.

I believe if nobody can have it except you.Its belong for you baby.

You're the reason why i was born in this world.

Because when im in my mother's womb,Someone was told me if when I born later and grow up,i'll meet someone that would filled my days with his perfect love.

And you know who?Yeaa that's you baby.

How lucky im,i can have a good boy like you.

There is nothing that feels as good as you wrapped inside my arms.

I love the moment when you hug me,It makes me feel so warm.

If a hug can tell you how big my love for you,trust me if i'll hug you everytime.

Baby,please tell me how to be a good girlfriend for you.

Please teach me how to loving you perfectly.

But please dont tell and teach me how to forget you from my mind.

Because its impossible to happen,i'll never do a stupid thing like that.

Baby,im here for you.Wherever you go and whatever you do i'll stay in here for waiting you.

You're the best guy that i've ever met.

You taught me how to be an independent girl.

You taught me how to be a good girl.

Thanks for all dear.

For my beloved boyfriend :)

For YOU :)

Cause I love you and it'll be forever I think.
I want to spent my life w/ you.
I want to live in this big world w/ you beside me.
But can I ? Can i be yours ?
Maybe I can say if,
YOU are my everything
YOU are the sweetest thing that I've ever had
YOU are my love
Ah I can't say anything again
No words can describe bout' YOU
You're the one that I love now.
I'm really2 falling in love w/ you since i met and knew you from facebook.
I don't need a perfect one guy,
But I only need someone that can make me feel
If I'm the ONLY ONE.
Do you know , why this earth looks like a paradise for me ?
And the answer is .....
Cause' there is YOU in there
If there is no YOU
There is no use for me to live in this world

Cause,the earth doesnt feel like a paradise but it'll be a nightmare for me.
You’re one of the people I never asked from God but still

He gave you to me and I asked Him why

He said : Because he can fill your life like no one else can :)

Im not hope to be your first love but i hope i'll be your last ..
Please love me like you did in the past.

Regards,
Maria Devina Gunawan

GRADUATE!

Thank's God because i already passed my study in junior high school and now i'll start my study in senior high school.

Big thank's to God , my parents , my bestfriends and the other people outside who gave me a support , without you all i will never can be like this.

THANKYOU! <3